Minutes of Decay - Wait, isn't xanax a candy?

from Spring sampler by Various Artists

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No matter what I do
The sickness always takes over
No matter what I do
I keep ending up taken down
No matter what I do
The sun will never cheer me up
No matter what I do
My dark corner is where I belong

I can't take these pills no more
I can't take these pills no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more

No matter what I do
I'm always cornered by them all
No matter what I do
I tried to give up, but this is hard
No matter what I do
The shadows will follow me
No matter what I do
I'll find myself here again

I can't take these pills no more
I can't take these pills no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more

I can't stare in the mirror no more
I don't recognize myself in reflection
I can't hold myself no more
My blood asks to be poisoned

This life
Behind the wall of glass
I swear I wish I were there
This life
I can't take this shit
I would rather choke myself dead
This life
This world
Everything goes blurry again
This bathroom
This blood
Will fill my eyes again

I can't take these pills no more
I can't take these pills no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more
I can't pretend I'm alright no more

I can't stare in the mirror no more
I don't recognize myself in reflection
I can't hold myself no more
My blood asks to be poisoned

This life
Its reflections
I can't see my own hands
This life
This cruel ending
I know I'm close to finish
This life
This world
I feel like I'm falling asleep
This life
This blade
I hope it is sharpened as my sorrow

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from Spring sampler, released March 10, 2017

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