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aperta
01:12
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it feels like i'm breathing less and less each day
and i wake up with nothing
i fucking hate myself
more than i let on about
my mother used to say
"depression is fake, anxiety is fake"
look at me now
i can barely keep composure
in day to day life
(i'm a fucking dissapointment)
what do i really need?
what do i really need?
i drink every day to keep the memories at bay
i drink every day to keep the memories at bay
and to forget the things she said
i wish i could
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untitled
02:36
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none
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friends
03:16
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i watch you from the clouds
wishing you could see me
and i hear your voice shake
as you walk away
as you walk away (and fade into the distant sunrise)
will you look at me?, please?
i miss my friends and i miss my family
or at least who they used to be
do you remember when we used to climb the trees
the trees that we called home
well we grew a part
like the roots of that tree (our favorite tree)
i miss my friends and i miss my family
or at least who they used to be
and i hope that you see me in your sleep
looking down on you from the clouds
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there's a cross on your head in red
can you see that i'm gone?
i'm not the same i was once
when i was young and naive
if i asked you to say you're sorry
would you look me in the eye
and say you never knew i felt this way?
i should've known the outcome of everything
your beauty deceives you
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sylvia
04:32
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you confided in me your feelings about her
told me you'd never kissed another girl
i held my breath as you told me this
i think you should rest
what's wrong with love when it's all you've got left?
and everyone cries you, "you are no harlot"
i know
then you told me things i was not expecting
it hurt my heart to hear how her family left her for another daughter
when you mentioned the betrayal,
my eyes felt heavy for you
my eyes felt heavy for you
what's wrong this ?
there's no crime in love
they cry out, "you are not what we raised you to be!"
"you're a wolf in sheeps clothing, i don't feel comfortable around you"
i close my eyes every night i sleep
and think about you
i wonder where you ended up
when you ran away with her
where did you go?
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11/17/81
03:35
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i think about you more and more each day
as the years pass by
so does your image in my mind
and i wonder if you would have looked the same
would you like the new slipknot album
would the family still be together
and i know that i fucked it up myself
by never being there for you
and not going to the hospital
when you took your last breath
it's not your fault, it's not your fault
it's not your fault that everything fell to shit
no one knew how to handle your death
i'm sorry i didn't go to your funeral
i know it would be too hard to see you lying there
you didn't look like you, you didn't look like you
it's not your fault
i'm sorry that i never said goodbye
i'm sorry that i never said goodbye
i'm sorry that i never said goodbye
goodbye...
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Home Poet Records Chicago, Illinois
An independent record label based out of Oregon.
Inquiries: homepoetrecords @ gmail.com
2014-2021
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